Dah 6 bulan 10 hari jadi PhD student. Kekadang pikir, btol ke ni? Hemmm bila nengot berderet buku, files and folders (not to say that I've used and read all of them ngehehe), rasa memang macam jadi student skrang. Hehehe tapi bila memikirkan kekadang leka n malas, terasa macam something is not right with me. Macam2 rasa ada. Tatau la kalo this is doing-PhD-sickness or other sicknesses hahaha. Hemmm anyway, suka tak suka, percaya tak percaya, nak tak nak, every 6 months, by hook or by crook, progress report tetap kena anto ke Malaysia (sigh). I've mentioned before what I worried most is the expectation of my supervisors. I even told them that I sometimes work slow and sometimes fast. Let them know how I work and who I am. Diorang pun kata, biasa laa graf bekerja kita sustain and naik. Hehehe yg hairannye, she did not mentioned anything about graf jatuh. Hahaha, kata dia, she always think positive. Tetiba, sayang lok akuss kat my supervisor hahahaa. Alhamdulillah elok je dia nilai me. So I guess, I shouldn't be worry of expectation instead should be more focus. Insyallah, nak melebihkan fokus after this. Kejapnye 6 bulan huhuhuhu takutttt! Anyway, nak thanks starbucks for the advice juga for all my beloved for love, pray and advice!
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